CRPS

I’m sick of…

I don’t want to be sick. It’s not so much lately that I don’t just want to be “sick”, I don’t want the million and one things that come along with being sick. I’m sick of having to watch what I eat–gluten, sugar, eggs, red meat, dairy, alcohol, syrups/dressings, DESSERTS-all the desserts. I’m sick of…… Continue reading I’m sick of…

CRPS

“You’re not sick.”

Nothing has been easy in regards to complex regional pain syndrome (crps). The diagnosis, living with the illness, learning to work with crps, traveling, people’s judgements. Three weeks ago I just got told by my company’s insurance company that I’m not sick, at least not sick enough. I’m not sure why I expected the process…… Continue reading “You’re not sick.”

CRPS

Living on borrowed spoons

I’ve been like a toddler, seeing just how many buttons I can push. How many spoons can I borrow from the next day and the next and the next before I induce a flare. See I have this theory lately or maybe it’s more like a goal. Right now I’d rather be in pain and…… Continue reading Living on borrowed spoons